I seem to get something out of stumbling onto someone's myspace, someone that lives here and I have seen before, and finding out they take photographs or they draw, etc, and making myself feel like crap for not being anywhere near the skill level they have. Recently, I found a girl's profile, and she has the most amazing camera collection I have ever seen. I literally hated her when I saw those old polaroids and toy cameras and etc.
How the hell am I going to grow artistically if I cannot stop comparing myself to others. Even when I am just sketching, I will think of someone who has an awesome art style and wish I could do that instead. I have absolutely no faith in the skills that I possess, which to me are meager skills, though others are constantly complimenting me.
I am a little disheartened. I want my camera lens to arrive so I can take some pictures and feel better about myself.
No comments:
Post a Comment